This has been a difficult month...right now my body is going through a possible miscarriage. I haven't ever had one before, but it is so hard to deal with the unknown. Last month, we were happily surprised to find out I was pregnant. And then last week, I had an appointment with my midwife and they couldn't find a heartbeat, although I thought I was 12 weeks along. Still, I was optimistic that all was fine, until the ultrasound. I had a blood test done which showed my HCG levels to be at 10,000, which means the baby stopped growing about 5 weeks. My body kept growing, the uterus and placenta thought all was well...
